updates

After I came back from NZ, I attended my church's Alpha Camp from 16-19 Dec, and actually after Alpha Camp I'm supposed to follow my mum and sis to Malaysia but I didnt cos of Alpha Camp and church transfer, therefore spent my Christmas in SG.

shall update more soon..

don miss me wahaha :x

Tomorrow's flight is 9.05pm...
Just in case you dont know, I'm flying to Auckland!



I'll be back on 10 DEC!

LMAO

Saw this cat sleeping on the bench at my house void deck yesterday!!!
HAHAHAHA! CUTE!!!

I need to pack my bag!!!! and cut my hair!!!!

PS exam

My LAST exam, which was my PS exam(piano exam), was at 9.45am today.
I reached school at 9am to warm up and do last minute practising.
I had my heat pad with me, so I felt more stable...
Overall it was still ok, except for minor slips and blurred notes.
For both my scales and pieces.
I made a mistake for my chromatic scale major 3rds apart! O: I slipped when descending but in the end managed to end on the right note. lol.
I had some missing and wrong notes on my left hand for my Bach prelude and fugue and my Chopin etude my right hand running was not clear at some parts.
Argh, performance fright.
Well, at least luckily I didnt break down.
Thank God!


I ♥ my new heat pad from Mu-ee! heh heh.


EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!! ^_^

I'm feeling so sad now...
EMO

aural

Aural was........... oh man.
I couldn't hear the rhythm totally. ONLY the first bar. TOTALLY CUI.


But luckily!!!! I managed to survive!!!!
Thank YOU(u know who u are) so so so so so so much!!!!

2 more to go!

Today was our guitar exam.
We played ensemble "Quiet Place" together and our own solo piece in front of the whole class. oh man.
I was damn nervous. When I played my piece "Andante Op 31 no1", my right hand was shaking uncontrollably...
Thank God I managed to play until the end without stopping!

JUST 2 more to go! Aural and PS.
At least there's nothing more to study now. Hurray!~

JIAYOU JIAYOU EVERYBODY!!!

sightsinging test, composition, exams

My sight singing test marks was below what I expected. oh well... I hope it doesnt affect my overall and hope my exam can pull up my marks.


Today was the recital for composition class.
I cant believe my composition(titled Circus Scenes, for clarinet and euphonium) was chosen for platform!
yay! I'm so happy! I thought my piece was okok only... oh well..
I felt happy cos I felt a sense of achievement :D wheee..
It was really my very first time composing a proper and complete piece! not to say for 2 instruments!
And special thanks to my performers : Weiqiang and Ralph
I couldn't have done it without both of u! hehe :)


Exams start on this coming monday. Oh man...
TCM followed by theory, guitar, aural then finally my PS.
EVERYONE! JIAYOU!


Oh man, why does it seem like I keep bumping into people I know everywhere. lol. Am I that sociable? lol :P just kidding. Just saw Tony and his gf today. And then a few days ago saw xiao en and xiao hui at PS...

S'pore is indeed tiny!


22 Nov is coming soon!

happy birthday dad

happy 63rd birthday to my father!


It's a rare occasion bcos we celebrated his birthday today!
I bought a strawberry cheesecake from bengawan solo for him!
How rare! (normally we we didnt celebrate his birthday)


We had a funny conversation when he saw that I was holding a box of cake when he came and fetch me home.

Dad: woah, you had piano accompaniment for your friends and they gave u cake?
Me: no lah
Dad: you're specially happy that u feel like eating a cake and u just bought it?
Me: Aiyo no lah!
Dad: your mum suddenly felt like eating cake and ask u to buy?
Me: -.- NO..... it's for your birthday lah!!!
Dad: *thinks and hesitate* oh ya!!! I totally forgot it's my birthday


So funny. He really forgot his birthday. oh man.
I felt happy because I could feel that he was touched :D

beautiful sunday concert

Concert's over! yay!

I'm an artist @ esplanade today!! hehe...
The concert hall was almost full house!
I met teacher alice and Mr Yap after the concert, chatted for a while.. was quite shocked to see them...
Thanks for coming! teck yi, norman and Joshua!


I think I had a bad temper during the past few days...
It's hard to control
everything seems to be going wrong!

at least I'm happy today (:

tired tired tired!

Taken from esplanade website. click on the picture to see bigger version.

The NAFA Orchestra and Chorus will be performing an afternoon of opera favourites this Sunday, 25 Oct, 3pm at the Esplanade Concert Hall.

Admission is free on first come first served basis as there are no reservation for seats.


School has been very stressful and tiring!!!
TOO many things to do !!!
Today's timetable was from 10am all the way until 9pm. damn tired!
10-11 aural
2-4 composition
5-6 sight singing
7-9 concert rehearsal for sunday

I was easily fed-up with things today...
Something's wrong with me...
maybe too stressed up and tired


God please give me strength!

cat shit

there's a brown cat which always comes in to our house(which is at 4th floor -.-) through the windows, which we have no idea how it came in because we heard from our neighbours that it also went into their house and their house is at 8th floor.

Few days ago, my mum just realised a pile of cat dung in some corner of the house.
The shit is believed to be there for sometime already.... ewww....
My mum is super pissed with that cat. lol.
She's going to wack it till it's pi gu kai hua if next time she sees it coming again...


Hope the cat is smart enough not to come in again if it doesn't want to get wacked. lol.

No PS this week again!! arrrrrrrrrr... hope he'll make up before my exams! he owe me 3 lessons...

Brass platform today! helped hui min with her piece =)
Something really bad happened just about 1 hour before the platform lor!!

I forgot to bring the piano score!!!!!!!!!!!!

In the end, hui min took taxi home and brought the original copy(she photocopied another copy for me)...
I was wondering what's gonna happen if the copy that I forgot to bring is the ONLY copy..
imagine I have to rush to woodlands and rush back to school in 1 hour... omg! crazy!
sorry huimin!!! >.<
so careless of me lah! was arranging my bag, decided not to bring my piano scores and her score "kiap" between my other piano scores so i didnt see...


There was a really bad stinkbomb during choir and orchestra combined practise today @ LFT.. WHO DID IT!!!!
Omg! fresh air please!!!
haiz.... choir practises now are so intensive...
I stand until my legs wanna break and back wanna crack... zzz
Concert on 13 oct and on 25 oct!



Keep having hiccups today!!! zzzz.

I pang seh my dad.. oops >.< didnt mean it..

miscommunication!!


I thought my dad will be coming home to fetch me in the evening after his teaching @ cck and go church together! (because I asked him what time is the thing, he said 7plus...)
SO I waited and waited.... until 7pm like that, I was wondering why he havent come back
I called him but cannot get through
I felt tired so I went to sleep a while, because I thought he'll come back home first...
Then unknownly I slept till 8... and house phone rang


me: hello
dad: "WHERE ARE YOU?!?!"
me: At home(thinking that there's nothing wrong)
dad: WHY ARE U STILL AT HOME!!!!!!!!!!
me: !!! OMG!!! I thought u coming home!


SO actually he meant that I'm supposed to go church myself .......
SO in the end he played without me(means without piano accompaniment)...
I feel so guilty and bad!

nafa fun day

Fortunately I was able to go to the fun day and have fun! my stomach pain luckily recovered by then.

I think it has been about 2 years since the last time I went to wild wild wet with my JC friends. haha.

It was quite fun, but the sun was so blazing hot and strong.
I liked the biggest slide where 4-6 people can sit together on a raft best!
Omg. The water was VERY salty and the water kept going into my mouth.
I was sunburnt! My hands and legs, became so so so wrinkled! as we were in water for quite long..


My face is both black and red now, I dont wanna go out >.<
I'm feeling so tired from yesterday..


I'm helping my dad in piano accompaniment tonight for a small performance for the mooncake festival at church! He's playing the erhu... oh well...
father and daughter playing together, this opportunity doesnt come everytime :)

oh yes! and happy mooncake festival to all!



kb studies presentation's over!! yay!!!
♥ pollypockets

jia lat

I had a very very jia lat stomach pain yesterday! OMG SO SCARY

It happened like this:

I had a very NICE dinner with my godparents and their family outside at Mount Faber Safra(kids wanna go there as it's children's day).

Then after dinner, they didnt send me home, but sent me to queenstown mrt station instead because it was not convenient.

I felt slight stomach pain when i alight their car, and thought that I'll alright until I reached home.

Halfway during the mrt ride, the pain SUDDENLY became very very very bad. It was so bad until I felt like I couldn't breathe! I cannot stand properly, I almost collapsed, I was bending down and trying to adjust position that I could take it because it was so pain.

The stop from clementi to jurong east seems sooooo long.... like forever...

The worse thing is, the people in the train saw me standing, and like wanna faint liao, yet nobody gave up their seats and seemed like pretend like they never see.>[

When I reached jurong east, I chionged out like nobody's business and sit at the seats there because I really felt like collapsing and my legs felt like jelly.
A stranger asked me if I'm ok and offered some stomach pain killers, although I didnt accept his pills, I really appreciated it.

When I was able to walk, I went to the toilet and camped. Only after that, I felt slightly better and managed to take train home. And at home I camped again.


Thank God I'm ok now... so scary...

tired

I've been sleeping very late these days!!!!!!!!
I'm beginning to have panda eyes
2 presentations in a row this week!!! (tcm and kb studies) ZZZ
Can finally take a small break tmr after presentation before chionging other stuffs...
Exams schedule are out! omg!
It just felt as if school just started yesterday and now it's already coming to an end soon....too fast... really too fast.

Anyway, today an earthquake of 7.6 magnitude strucked Southern Sumatra Indonesia while we were having our SAS theatre! OMG!
Although I didnt really feel anything,(I think I was not feeling so well, so even the building shaked I won't think that much because I'm shaking as well LOL) but many of my friends did! That's how I got to know...


How come I didn't feel it shaking! Maybe I was not feeling too well at that time!

woodwind platform

Platform was ok i guess although I played many wrong notes right at the start. lol.
At least we didnt have any major breakdowns or mistake and Ralph didnt blame me so it was ok. LOL.

Just... It suddenly seems to me that friendships are so fragile....
People can be in VERY GOOD terms with each other at the start, but both can become almost like strangers all of a sudden.
It is happening around me.
Friendships are indeed so fragile?

random but meaningful

blogger's working again. HURRAY~. Can upload pictures again. These 2 pictures are meaningful to me! :) It's ok if u duno the meaning behind it, u can guess. lol. I know I'm random, but dunno why just feel like posting it here before I go to sleep. haha.
good night all!

weekend + one day holiday(hari raya) over! I've not done anything that's supposed to be done!

Am trying to do some now... there's so many things

Today while I was in the mrt on the way to school, I was lucky and I managed to get a seat(reserved seat) at admiralty.
of course I was happy! cuz I dont have to stand all the way till dhoby ghaut.
So I sat and sort of slept. Was tired.
Then when the train was somewhere near yck, I felt someone tapping me so i woke up and a lady asked me politely if I mind giving up my seat to a pregnant lady among the many people who were standing.
Of course I wouldn't mind, but because I didnt see the pregnant lady.
I quickly stood up from my sleep. LOL. And gave up my seat to the pregnant lady.

Felt a bit sad that I've to give up my seat at yck because it's hard to get a seat, and especially for me, it's a long journey. I really want to sit in the train during the long journey every morning.... I know I very kiasu HAHAHA.

But I think i felt good cos I did something considerate today! :)


Ahh! This week:
Playing for woodwind platform tmr!
memorise choir songs tmr!
then have to find info for tcm presentation..
sight singing test on fri
have to do some composition hw by fri..


I want to go WWW!! NAFA fun day 2 oct!!! wheeee!!!

How? No mood to do work...

I find some of these quite true and meaningful to me...
It's from an email which my friend forwarded to me.


通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人 才是真正爱你的人


付出真心　才会得到真心 却也可能伤得彻底


保持距离　就能保护自己 却也注定永远寂寞


有时候　不是对方不在乎你 而是你把对方看得太重

真正的好朋友 并不是在一起就有
不完的话题 而是在一起　就算不说话 也不会感到尴尬

为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
为你的难过而难过的 就是那些　该放进心里的人

冷漠　有时候并不是无情 只是一种避免被伤害的工具


Anyway, ahhh.. I just knew that my godparents booked the air tickets for end of year trip already! oh man..I should be happy but now... I'm a bit scared... cos i'm not going with my own family and I've to overcome stress of having going with their 4 kids (age 6 and below).
obviously coping with 4 kids wont be easy, just like last year..

And omg! Deja Vu! My sis is going to taiwan end of year again for school programme and i'm going to NZ again.. and it happened that we're leaving on the same day but different place! OMG! LOL


And.. I just passed my harmony ON THE DOT.
Is that a good thing or bad thing huh?
Good thing cos I passed, bad thing cos if it's just 1 mark less I fail...
And my aural test result.. I cant do the rhythm!!!
why I become so cui ?
Have I been slacking??? or too lazy???
I find myself havent been really practising my piano seriously...
and not putting enough effort in my work..

omg. This song(At the cross) just cant seem to get out of my mind!
It's one of the songs for this coming sunday's worship.
Quite nice eh. lol.
so just decided to post it and share.
Enjoy :)



Oh Lord You've searched me
You know my way
Even when I fail You
I know You love me

Your holy presence
Surrounding me
In every season
I know You love me
I know You love me

At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now

You go before me
You shield my way
Your hand upholds me
I know You love me

At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now?(x2)

You tore the veil
You made a way
When You said that it is done(x2)

And when the earth fades
Falls from my eyes
And You stand before me
I know You love me
I know You love me

At the cross I bow my knee
Where your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now?(x2)

You tore the veil
You made a way
When You said that it is done(x4)

To-do-list

composition hw

guitar journal and practise guitar

prepare keyboard studies test + presentation

study chinese music test

chinese music presentation

chinese music essay



I must try to do more of it by today!!!
Today's thurs already...

and that's just the academic side...
still have my practical side! =S
my pieces and scales!!! I havent been practising!

Things to do:


composition hw

guitar journal and practise guitar

prepare keyboard studies test + presentation

study chinese music test

chinese music presentation

chinese music essay


Did u notice something? that the list is like exactly the same the one on my previous previous post? Except for the performance class part
NOTHING DONE.



OMG! I've just set my mind, and the next moment I'm sort-hearted again!
This is so weird.
I really dunno what's happening to me.
Can my senses give me a definite answer???!
It's fluctuating...

li shi day was good!

because the food(buffet) was nice! LOL!

we played tug-of-war at labardor park!
I must say something very funny! at least funny to me..
we were playing tug-of-war among ourselves,
and there were a group of indians watching us play i guess,
I think they just happened to see us,
and they were inspired by us.
They requested to borrow our rope to play among themselves.
And the way they co-ordinate and pull is super funny!
Cos when playing tug-of-war, a guy should be standing at the front and at the back,
but an indian auntie actually stood at the back of the rope! lol!

It was funny for us and at the same time fun for them.

Group of indians playing tug-o-war! what a sight! HAHA!

study week is here. "holidays" are here.


things to do:

practise for performance class on coming monday.

composition hw

guitar journal and practise guitar

prepare keyboard studies test + presentation

study chinese music test

chinese music presentation

chinese music essay


many things!!!

I'm pulling hair for tomorrow's harmony test!!!


AHHHHHHhhHHhhhhhh.......

very lame. -.-" nothing tastes right today.


My sis bought cheese rings and potong ice cream from bangla shop. yucks. Taste lao fong(inflated?) and taste like the packet put in the shop for very long and then they still sell.

Then I ate durian potong ice-cream. tastes weird and yucky. doesnt taste normal. I still ate the whole thing though.

Then I went to the fridge and took a chocolate bar. omg. taste like shit. Taste like some kind of low quality choco, in the end i threw it away.

Then I wanted to make some home-made soya-bean milk. And it just happened that there's no hot/warm water, so I used cold water. once again tastes weird. Actually the soya-bean powder already tastes a bit weird, not enough taste, so i wanted to mix some honey stars to improve the taste and know wad? the honey stars also lao fong!!!


DOTS -.-"



LIKE FINALLY! Finally I get to rest today!
Have been reaching home after 10pm every SINGLE day this week!
I WANNA FAINT!!!
I really need some quality rest! (quite impossible ar looking at the amount of work)
I think I dropped dead when I reached home yesterday..


oh and to update on my birthday last sun;
I'm officially 20!
It's one of the most memorable birthdays I had I guess, (just when I thought it's gonna be another sad bday)
With so many wishes via sms and facebook, and surprises from my friends.
and I didnt expect so many ppl to celebrate with me! Thank God!
omg I had 4 cakes in total!!! from my cell mates, my godparents, my parents, and my nafa friends respectively!
SO TOUCHED! :'(


Thank you so much all my friends!!!! LOVE ALL OF YOU DEEP DEEP! :)))
MOST IMPORTANTLY, THANK YOU LORD!!!
One of the greatest birthdays I've ever had! =)


Hope I'll be able to cope with work! It's getting tougher and tests are coming! I getting more cui! Help me! Pray for me guys! :) thanks!

I know I seemed like always so sad recently. lol.
But like cannot help it leh. -.-"
But my sadness will go away once I suddenly 开窍。
Seems like a cycle. haha.


I have no idea why something which was nothing has become like this. zzz.

前三年都是一样， 不开心的事总偏在这时间发生。 今年只希望起码能开心渡过

我要开心可以吗？？？

Give thanks despite tiring week.

4th week of school has just ZOOMED PAST.

I give thanks to the Lord for everything, things that has happened, things that I have gone through, even though things doesnt always seem to go the right way and although this week is a very tiring week for me. Still, thank him for helping me get through.

This week was tiring.
slept late(cuz doing keyboard studies hw) and woke up early next day
Despite sleeping late and wake up early, I was mostly out the whole day until late at night
I'm so sleepy! my eye lids felt like closing all the time! not enough sleep ar...

felt a little sad after PS this week...He ask me to play the harp etude which i told him i didnt prac much,(I played badly)instead of playing the f major etude which i practised quite hard. Went home late as I went to godfather's house after that.

Had cell on fri night. Menghui had a cake, but the birthday boy didnt come cos something happened last min? aww a pity.

Just came back from yyxz(ying yue xiao zhu) practise just now.
kinda stress... cuz need to play for worship service tmr, then I'm suppose to play almost all the intro of the songs. :SSSS pray to him that he'll help me manage!

I'm freaking scared. I'm so freaking scared.

I want to watch the movie UP!!
I want to go THIS FASHION! storewide 50% discount till 22nd!
junk food makes me happy!

Yesterday I missed my stop while on the way home without realising.
Ended up at marsiling station.
So, I had to take one stop back.
Missing a stop was already bad enough, then something lame happened to me while I was waiting for the train @ marsiling station.
I felt that somebody was looking at me. Saw a guy looking at me.
Then I quickly turned my head away and walked further away.
It didnt make things better.
Suddenly, I heard somebody calling me "whoi" then i turned and got a shock because THAT GUY (WHO WAS LOOKING AT ME) WAS STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME.
To make things worse, he asked if I could give him my number just like that and even asked for my age.
I TOTALLY WAS LIKE "WTF?!!?!!" Then I told him "it's none of your business" LLOL
Only after I said that, he walked away with that you-better-watch-out facial expression. scary. lol. He looked like a small boy to me though. pai kia. later ask his gang come find me. lol. Luckily the train came not long after then I quickly board the train.
*phew*

didnt know such crazy people exist. -.-


Anyway saw the very negative reviews on the Li Yun di concert last friday.

Although the comments mentioned in the review were somehow quite true, but i think it's really quite mean to criticize his playing in the newspaper until so badly. hmm. Although his playing was really not up to standard, but I thought at least it wasn't bad until there wasn't a single good thing about it. That's what I felt. But maybe it's the attitude that he had for this concert that was not so pleasing.



I performed Khatchaturian Toccata for music platform today.
Glad that I did not mess it up. Thank God.
Thanks friends for the mental support! haha

Jieying wants to thank God that he really saved her from retaking a module!
And that she is still able to continue studying even though she didnt get a single scholarship
And that things have turned better.


Have just gone through the first week of school.
I'm still not THAT busy(but busy still LOL), cuz choir, composition and sight-singing have not started as dr Goh is not back yet, and PS havent start too
so at least still can relax a tiny winy bit.
wait till all the lessons starts man.
Doesnt look like it's gonna be easy.
There are more lessons which starts earlier in the morning(9am)and it's 2 hour lesson
and on tuesday it's two 2-hour lessons in a row from 9am to 1pm.
Ugh I don like!
I was slightly late for almost all my 9am lessons except for the first day and this is just the 1st week. How sia? :S
and I kena theory group ldr I don like!
And we've decided to take guitar for CDE(cross disciplinary elective)
no idea how is it going to be like as we will required to practise which means another instrument to practise
and keyboard studies is now all of academic work(similar to dr kan's) which was totally different from year 1 which was practical work, gosh


Not forgetting to mention
Yesterday Li Yundi performed Tchaikovsky Piano Concerto No. 1 with the SSO!
but before Li Yundi's solo which was the 2nd half of the concert, the SSO played the Rustic Wedding Symphony Op. 26.






Although not perfect, but awesome still!
I think quite worth it for the price of my ticket. ha ha ha ha
Oh I didnt get Yundi's autograph...

Met up with WQ and rabbit yesterday.








We watched Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaurs @ Plaza Sing. It was super nice and funny! I like it! I think it's the kind of show for me. And the 3 baby dinosaurs were so so so adorable!

Before the movie, there was a japanese food exhibition at first level, then we bought a box of 12 mini donuts and shared. $4 for 12. It was delicious! :D

After the movie ended, we bumped into Li meng and Zi lu and from them we only realised we could have gotten the student price($6) on weekdays before 6pm. -_-


I had a funny conversation with my sis when I told her I was going to watch Ice Age 3.

Me: I'm going to watch Ice age 3!
Sis: *laugh* not harry potter?
Me: Why must it be harry potter?
Sis: It's the 1st day Harry Potter movie came out and you all go Ice age 3, very funny leh
Me: funny meh? we like ice age more what
Sis: Everybody all rushing to cinema to watch harry potter, then u all squeeze with them to watch ICe age 3
Me: -__- lol

HAHAHAHAHA.

Anyway after the movie ended, we went to eat dinner at kopitiam.
Then we were at the hong kong cafe, and rabbit saw the menu which says "siew mai 一笼 $2.80" and she damn happy and bought it cos she thought 一笼 there were 12 siew mais, then in the end there only 3 tiny ones. and she totally gave the -_- face. Somemore she da bao and need to add 20 cents more. hahaha. super funny! but poor rabbit..

Then we all ate ice cream and rabbit's prepaid card entitle her to a piece of kfc chicken and she treated me. So nice of her!


That's all for now. I guess.


School in 2 days time! sigh!

Saw a really lame joke on the bubble tea wrapper while buying bubble tea today.

一个人被刷成金色（猜一句成语）？ 用一点时间想一想再看答案！



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答案： 一鸣惊人（一名金人）


哈哈哈哈哈。。。

I think i'm rather quiet sometimes, but it is not the inner real me.
When I keep quiet it's because
I find myself not being able to comfortably say/express whatever I want
I find myself not being able to be totally myself
I'm afraid that I will say the wrong thing
as a result I'll rather prefer NOT to say anything.
I dunno why is this so, I dunno whether the problem lies with me or what,
but I just find myself not being able to do so


aiya, it just sucks not being totally your REAL SELF.
ahhh. but that's really how i feel. :(
sometimes I feel that i'm not being to let out the real me most of the time :(
I wish I can let more of the real me out.

Sakae Sushi buffet with KY & Karissa @ Lot 1 today [:


We did something REALLY BAD!!
*guilty*


We ate until SO FULL that we gave up eating. HAHAHA.
We felt like puking when we see sushi.
And we felt like puking even when we saw other really nice food after that.

I was SO FULL that I even sort of skipped my dinner.
I still thought I would be going home for dinner so I told my father I'm going home to eat,
but I found myself not being able to eat
as a result I wasted food :(

Just another update!


4e5 class outing was on 27th June.
It was a great outing! (Ian and eugene must be damn happy cos they organised LOL)
Met yisi and the guys @ woodlands mrt @ around 8am.
That's the earliest I have ever met my friends for an outing man LOL
Set off to Sentosa. Mr Toh came also.
It started to rain when we reached there, but after a while the weather become SUNNY AND HOT. -_-
we played ultimate frisby
the others played some other games but i didnt join in cos weather was VERY hot and im not very keen in playing volleyball :/



After that we went to Juliana's singing performance at night.
We missed the first half. lol. but heard her sang 带我走 for the 2nd half.
not bad not bad. [:




After that went to eat supper together, then went home.



Secondary sch life is still quite memorable huh. haha. >D

UPDATES!! (:

I know it has been a long time since i update on my batam church retreat trip(13 to 15 june)! LOL!
oops I did say i will post pictures
so...
shall update then!


We(my family) met at church at around 8 in the morning. We were separated into 4 buses. we were also separated into different groups. After all the adminstration stuffs, the buses brought us to Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal to check in and wait for the ferry.




On the way to board the ferry, we had to walk some distance to the boarding point. If i remembered our ferry was called "The Prince". hahaha.




During the 45 mins journey in the ferry


Destination! @ the batam terminal




Then a short bus journey from the terminal(around 5 mins) to Pura Jaya Resort!

My family was separated into 2 rooms!
Mum and dad shared a room by themselves,
my sis and I had the whole room to ourselves. HAHAHA.
But the scenery in our parents' room was nicer!


scenery from my parents' room


scenery from our room

Maybe you cant really see the difference but their room is still nicer than ours cos can see the sea and ours can see more of the building -_-

and this is where we have all our worship and activities..



and i was involved partly in the music team! keyboard of cos. heh heh. Xiuhui, Norman and I took turns to play. It was quite a good learning experience(improvisation) and a chance to worship God using the skill that he has given me (:


okay.. i didnt know i could look so serious...lol..

The food served at the resort was only soso...
Actually i think my mum's cooking was better. haha oops
their food was not very hygenic also, i see flies landing on food


During the second day of the camp was OMG!
because second day was a shopping day!
It gave us super headache calculating how much things cost, trying to convert from rupia to sg dollars.
totally omg. S$1 is around Rupia 6500.
we were like "how much is this ah? how much ah?!?!" LOL
and lunch was not provided in the resort(only that day),
so we had to eat lunch ourselves at the Nagoya Hill shopping centre(30mins bus ride from the resort)
There are smokers EVERYWHERE in the shopping centre.
Smoking inside air-conditioned shopping centre. omg. it sucks.
And i am super sensitive to smoke.


somehow i feel like 1/10 of a millionare! lol!


1 meal costs around 20k to 30k o_O
I saw cheaper ones though


that's what we ate which cost $79200 omg! (in rupia haha)


The baked rice is so deceiving! It looks okay on the menu, but actually it's SO damn tiny bowl can! omg! You compare the spoon size and the bowl.. -_- I think few mouthful can finish liao lor


But luckily they gave us a free mini pizza, if not we'll be hungry still, cos baked rice was so small and somemore i shared it with my sis. -.-

My sis and I went to the arcade there also! Cos we saw they've got the PIU machine! LOL!
It's 5000 rupia for 2 coins
that PIU machine requires 2 coins, a bit cheaper than s'pore lah~




Mum and dad were making themselves comfortable on the "osim chairs" in the arcade LOL!

Some other pics



On the way home!
The ride wasn't as nice as it should be because the exhaust was very smelly!
I am super sensitive!


see the black smoke at left? damn smelly..




Further and further away from batam island..


and nearer to singapore! ( you see all the high-rised buildings)

LASTLY SHALL END WITH A GROUP PHOTO! [: