I have like.... all the way till end of JULY ?!?!?!


OH MY GOODNESS!!!! HAHAHAHAHA... How am i going to tahan until then if i have no plans on wat to do during my holidays, i feel so empty man... just like wat i'm feeling now. And i still remember during school times when I was desperately hoping holidays to come and now, i'm COMPLAINING!

LOL BUT REALLY LAH.

Like. If I never go out, besides practising, I have nothing better to do except switch on the computer and sit and glue myself in front of it everyday. And plus my parents definitely wont be pleased if they see me like this. BUT i'm sure most of us teenagers(oops am i still a teenager?) are also like this right? so i'm not abnormal or wat... haha!

I feel like learning driving! (but don think it'll happen lol! or perhaps yes no idea hahahah)
I feel like eating nice food!
Maybe I should go back to do my part-time work which i havent hahahaha
I feel like going out everyday!!! (but lazy and cant possibly everyday)

ok random.

But really, it's so meaningless having holidays like that. no aim. no goal.
how how how jieying?


and why must you like poke your nose into almost everything that I do? I'm not a baby! And you threaten to confiscate my things. HELLO THOSE THINGS ARE NOT YOURS?! And i don think you have the right to confiscate them and it's not like i did something wrong. 好像当你心情好，什么都没问题，但是当你心情不好，好像我做什么你都看不顺眼。

maybe it's the accumulated things

yesterday was officially holiday for me. But there is still no change of mood at all. Instead my mood got worse. I should be shouting yay hooray things like that lol.


sembawang beach.The moon was cool. And the man who was catching squids was cool too. I saw him spreading his net and was curious and went forward then he showed us the pail of squids that he caught. The whole pail was black though cuz of the ink. First time i saw a squid that is alive! hahaha




The man who was spreading his net..



depressing holidays..

Am I a person who really finds it SO hard to be happy???? WHY I SO EMO?????? I find it so hard to put on a smile nowadays! Have I lost it??? A smile meaning a true smile, and not on the surface. I DONT LIKE IT AT ALL LEI. I dont know! There is just too many things hindering me from being happy!

But at least there IS something which makes me slightly happy, which is GOOD FOOD!!!




hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Can those people just stop intruding my life?! Can they just stop their kpkp and unreasonableness?! Can he stop having such freaking high expectations of me?!

hectic week?
Basically it is a week with exams, accompanying people, attending their PS and also my own PS. lol. not bad ah, i earned so many free ps lessons. LOL. but. not fun.

aural theory and history downed.

today.. gonna prepare for my ps exam tmr!


just 2 more days and i'm free! :D I'm supposed to look forward to it but... part of me tells me at the same time i fear it to come. -.-. weird right? holidays come we should feel happy de lor, but for me, not totally happy.





why so complicated?
CAN I EMO?!?!?!?!

Quite a number of things happened over the past week >.<

@#%@#*()%#@ !!!!! the entire chunk of my post got disappeared like that. wat is the problem with blogger man, now i have to post again. zz.

I received a very unpleasant call suddenly on last wed saying that i got barred from theory!!! Phoebia for that phone number liao. Gave me 2 heart attacks in a row, and in the end it was not my fault!!! make me panic like dunno wat! I gave them MC like million years ago and they nv record but i thought they did, so i didnt really bother to think abt my MCs. Actually I'm really lucky, because on thurs morning I still went to check my mc dates at the clinic to make sure, if not i think i'll just get barred for nothing...


I went to Malaysia kukup on 1st may labour day with BPMC. It's a 2 day and 1 night thing. Overall it was good! except for first bus which we took on the way there. Like suana -.- cos the weather was VERY HOT and the aircon was like also HOT. -.- it only got better when we ended up opening the bus ceiling to let the outside wind come in. Other than that, everything was good! the food, fireworks, scenery, games(I won the 怎么看都不登对karaoke 奖), chalet :D:D The main thing we learnt from the trip : WE SHOULDN'T TAKE AIR CON FOR GRANTED! LOL! Gathering in church 6-7am in the morning, sleepy sia

Breakfast stop


怎么看都不登对奖 singing 屋顶 LOL!

YUMMMM SENGGGGG!!! :D

Boat ride







tiny crab among the planks





I reach home at about 5pm on 2 may. Then i rushed down to raffles city again, my goodness so far, lol why am i complaining when i too travel this distance to sch everyday. hahaha. ok anyway, i went for guild dinner. It was good too, except for the food at shokudo, food was not very nice yet so expensive and the drink also, taste like sai and cost like 3 bucks. In total i spent 12 bucks dunno for wat? i felt like i nv eat anything. LOL. Overall the guild gathering was good though. Though every1 quitted maple and our guild died in game, but the bonding is still there. Though not gonna be soon, still will be looking forward to next guild outing. hahahahaha.