sian... i think i shall go slp after posting this

I think i'm really going jibaboom bcos i haven been doing work....and deadlines are getting closer...like really seriously closer...


Can u believe it? I ate sakae sushi for the first time! with my godparents on sat, for dinner at cwp. This is the first time im eating at sakae, dont u find it unbelievable? hahahaha. ok anyway it was nice but ex... perhaps thats the reason i had nv eaten sakae, simply bcos it's ex.

Today was quite a good day at church ba. They distributed free cookies(which i took as much packs as i can since got extras) and there's free lunch(maybe it's gospel sunday today). While waiting to go esplanade, hanged out with teckyi joshua norman they all, played some piano and basketball. Well no offence, to me sometimes I feel quite sian when u feel that friends doesnt appreciate the classical music that u play. it's like u haven even play half of it, they request for a change of song liao. lol...

then rushed off in the evening to esplanade for the westwinds european fair concert. oh my goodness. things just have to be so coincident. Band scene is SO damn small... Time flies man it has been like almost 2 freaking years! haha.. but anyway i think it doesnt matter to me anymore..

competition's over! =) pictures taken aroud an hour before the comp with other year 1 contestants,despite our ultimate nervousness. >D I can be considered to be the only singaporean who took part, which adds on to my nervousness :((((( sobs.. I was not that nervous at first, but as it gets closer to my turn my legs sort of started shaking. :S I started my prelude way too fast and i didnt realise it until i heard the recording of my playing!! LOL. My liszt's tempo was also too fast and had too many wrong notes and i even had a slip towards the end!(at that point of time i already felt dead tired, lost my focus) im sort of struggling =((( but well i shouldnt be too upset and disappointed with myself as I've tried my best and my teacher wasnt too unhappy with my playing. though nv get in finals(i think too many wrong notes n tempo too fast), but look at the bright side, it's good experience and... I can now concentrate on other things! and im grateful to know that there are people who supports me! thanks!

my right ear suddenly hurt like crazy yesterday night! really is crazy! really hurt until i cry... yes it's that bad. luckily after I've taken panadol it became better, thank GOD! if not i don need to sleep liao, and don think i'll be able to wake up to play for ballet exams and i'll be in trouble.

I was feeling so terrible that i was praying that the pain would go off. thanks TY for praying for me too! somemore in the middle of the night. thanks!


My sore throat was so bad that if affected my ear! (i had sore throat too) according to the doctor. just seen doc jus now. aww man. this is the first time my ear hurt so badly. actually it's still hurting now, but not as bad as ytd, much better le. I hope after eating all the pills(i hate pills cuz i still cant swallow -.- ) it will recover totally. hopefully by mon!



ahhh it's only 3 days left more to practise! and i have no confidence...):

IT show was from 12 to 15 march. I went there a couple of times to look at laptops and finally decided on which laptop to buy on sun. At first was eyeing on a axioo lappy (the brand is so ulu and never heard before) cos quite cheap and specs looked good. stayed at the axioo booth for so long and asked so many questions and bargained with the axioo person but in the end we didnt buy, instead went to the hp booth for a few mins and bought from there. hahaha shucks i think that axioo guy must be cursing at me..

It was raining the past few days and i saw something quite shocking on sun when i rushed to work. I was walking along the shelter from mrt station to my workplace and i saw a tree fell onto the shelter and part of the shelter was dent. it feels like it's going to collapse anytime when i walked under it. scary. even the police came not long after and closed up the area..




I feel that everyday is so tiring...

i'm tired !!!!!!! and there's just too much work to be done and i havent started on anything.

and why am i always falling sick !!!!! i feel sickish again. bad headache! aaaa cannot be so weak !!!



"world war III" has just started...

crazy weeks ahead !!! forever jia lat. hahahaha. just when i thought we finally had a break, and all the crazy pile of history assignments started coming again.. woohoo~

My ps was cancelled today again(last fri also), cuz tcher sick(why he always sick when near our exams or competitions!). cui...


and so i went to IT show today! feel like buying the lenovo s10 idea pad which costs $649.. haha.. but im still so indecisive, cannot decide. because there is NO DVD DRIVE !!!! and i think many times we'll need to listen to music cds or rip cds when doing our sch work and although can buy external dvd drive but it's like quite troublesome. The thing which i liked abt it is because it's portable and very small and light!


should i buy? :X


and omg... it's 10 days to LWPC. 10 days ONLY !!!! my goodness! Even he gives me 100 extra lessons all cramped in next week i don think i'll be able to absorb everything in time la. God bless me!

hello im here again.hahaha. shit. i feel like im the slackiest person on earth.

I didnt work today.
I didnt go for ps.
BUT BUT at least i went for church! :DDD was quite surprised to see justin at li shi service today. He joined us for lunch despite already having his subway sandwich in his hands. HAHAHAHA...

I'm getting the symptoms that im gonna fall sick soon! ahhh!

hamster still missing! i think gone case liao...
my sis's phone just went missing!
oh man.. like why so many suay things happening, one after another.
wat's with "missing" ??!!?!


went back to sch on tues and fri. Tues for aural. funny uh that day... i felt full even though i havent eat anything and i couldnt even finish a plate of chicken rice. i have never been NOT able to finish a plate of chicken rice.. hahahaha


just had ps(aka as piano lesson)today. and looks like im going to have ps tmr again. ha. oh man i think it's gonna be a shiong day tmr... and i realised my teacher's actually juliiard trained! like totally omg!!!! i din noe it until now hahahaha



thank god he answers my prayer! things are better now=) i guess im sort of happy and contented alr cuz it's quite out of my expection...

im still not in a good mood now. since ytd night. if you're asking me to chill ? don worry im trying to.


I guess it's time to say goodbye/R.I.P to

yesterday when i got home the first thing my sis said to me was "the hamster is missing!!!" my reaction was "WHATTTTTTTT ?!?!?!"

the cage was properly closed ytd but maybe the cage was not properly closed during some point of time and it got out and we din even know. i really have no freaking idea what happened -.-.

I don even know it's alive or dead now. and it's impossible to search the whole house(my house is impossible to search). and it might have jumped down becos the cage is at balcony and the corpse might be already not there(probably cleared by cleaners) i don even know.

and i guess the new bought hamster food and sand will never gonna be opened

my mood TOTALLY changed for the worse caused by those 2. i don understand why. damnit. is it all fated? why this kinda things always happening to me non stop!!! again and again and again. TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD!!!

婕莹 should(i mean REALLY SHOULD) play wild jagd now!!!