love her! :DD
she's so young and talented..
Monday, September 29, 2008
Saturday, September 27, 2008
life is great
life is great
life is great
life is great
life is marvellous
life is marvellous
life is marvellous
life is fantastic
life is fantastic
life is fantastic
my life has become even more packed. I feel so tired.
i just want everything to go back to normal.
I just realised when you're feeling so down /sad/feel like dying/feel that nobody cares for you, there's always one person God that you can rely on. He is always there for you. And so easy, all you need to do is just to pray. Maybe u might say, "wah jieying, u suddenly become so holy sia" hahahahaha. but i really think he made me feel so much better after turning to him. It's just so miraculous lol. at least it's good to know that there's still someone that u can rely on rather than do nothing right.ha.
pray that things will turn well soon.
life is great
life is great
life is great
life is marvellous
life is marvellous
life is marvellous
life is fantastic
life is fantastic
life is fantastic
my life has become even more packed. I feel so tired.
i just want everything to go back to normal.
I just realised when you're feeling so down /sad/feel like dying/feel that nobody cares for you, there's always one person God that you can rely on. He is always there for you. And so easy, all you need to do is just to pray. Maybe u might say, "wah jieying, u suddenly become so holy sia" hahahahaha. but i really think he made me feel so much better after turning to him. It's just so miraculous lol. at least it's good to know that there's still someone that u can rely on rather than do nothing right.ha.
pray that things will turn well soon.
Friday, September 26, 2008
it's friday again! the end of another week.
woot. so fast.
let's see. it feels like i've just handed up the previous 6 portfolios not long ago only, to me. lol. And History presentation is coming up actually very SOON, which to me is like still far away. I tot it is like next semester at first but in fact it's in a few weeks time! I haven start on anything at all. though u may think i still have enough time, but.. dont u know there's something call procrastination?
i know. whether u're in jc or poly or anywhere, there will be stress no matter what, more or less. I need to learn how to control my stress. But sometimes it's just so difficult for me.
is there a better way? than this?
woot. so fast.
let's see. it feels like i've just handed up the previous 6 portfolios not long ago only, to me. lol. And History presentation is coming up actually very SOON, which to me is like still far away. I tot it is like next semester at first but in fact it's in a few weeks time! I haven start on anything at all. though u may think i still have enough time, but.. dont u know there's something call procrastination?
i know. whether u're in jc or poly or anywhere, there will be stress no matter what, more or less. I need to learn how to control my stress. But sometimes it's just so difficult for me.
is there a better way? than this?
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Friday, September 12, 2008
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
DEAD blog i have.
I feel that my english is deteriorating! EVER SINCE I LEFT JC... Seems like I cant speak good proper english already. How sad is that. I cant understand english spoken by an ang moh! And cuz of that i sort of got "suanned" today.. I couldnt understand what he was saying so i was very blur and made him irritated and he just called out in an annoyed tone"YOU CALL YOURSELF A MUSICIAN? ARE YOU DEAF OR DUMB OR WHAT?!?!?!?!" what the... actually it's nothing big but i just felt im being insulted and i couldnt stand it..
MY PIANO IS FINALLY OK! YAYYY like finally
ANYWAY, many things have been happening these few weeks. Tests, trinity piano competition, accompaniment for my friend's exam, MSM concert. arghh. I got only like 64 marks for my test. dont ever remind me of that stupid dumb piano competition, whose judges were a vocalist and a violinist(it's a piano competition why dont get pianists =.=), and even the girl who broke down also can get into the finals. WTF.
GUESS WHAT? this week is supposed to be holiday but we still have to like go back every SINGLE day. great man. marvellous. good la. shiok la. nothing to say.
Going home late has became my daily routine and my parents, especially my mum will always say that i purposely dont want to see her. Cant she understand sch now is so damn busy? it's not on purpose, and it's not i wanted.
dammit. Cant the school just faster get the exam schedule done? Dont wish it to clash with my ballet exam accompaniment date la. I dont wanna ask R.A again. Have been feeling so @$^$@)*^@#$ cuz of that issue. dammit.
and if the dates clash, i feel like quitting my job, it's making me exhausted
I feel that my english is deteriorating! EVER SINCE I LEFT JC... Seems like I cant speak good proper english already. How sad is that. I cant understand english spoken by an ang moh! And cuz of that i sort of got "suanned" today.. I couldnt understand what he was saying so i was very blur and made him irritated and he just called out in an annoyed tone"YOU CALL YOURSELF A MUSICIAN? ARE YOU DEAF OR DUMB OR WHAT?!?!?!?!" what the... actually it's nothing big but i just felt im being insulted and i couldnt stand it..
MY PIANO IS FINALLY OK! YAYYY like finally
ANYWAY, many things have been happening these few weeks. Tests, trinity piano competition, accompaniment for my friend's exam, MSM concert. arghh. I got only like 64 marks for my test. dont ever remind me of that stupid dumb piano competition, whose judges were a vocalist and a violinist(it's a piano competition why dont get pianists =.=), and even the girl who broke down also can get into the finals. WTF.
GUESS WHAT? this week is supposed to be holiday but we still have to like go back every SINGLE day. great man. marvellous. good la. shiok la. nothing to say.
Going home late has became my daily routine and my parents, especially my mum will always say that i purposely dont want to see her. Cant she understand sch now is so damn busy? it's not on purpose, and it's not i wanted.
dammit. Cant the school just faster get the exam schedule done? Dont wish it to clash with my ballet exam accompaniment date la. I dont wanna ask R.A again. Have been feeling so @$^$@)*^@#$ cuz of that issue. dammit.
and if the dates clash, i feel like quitting my job, it's making me exhausted
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Saturday, September 6, 2008
quite disappointed. felt damn sad when i didnt see my name on the list of results jus now, however i'm much better now.
ahhhhhhhhh~ why is it always like that? I feel that im not fated to participate in competitions... =(
Out of 10 participants(ONLY 10), only 5 got in the finals, and yet i'm not one of those 5.. And those ppl that i felt did not play well got in...
it makes me feel that all the effort that i've put in for months are wasted
eekks
ahhhhhhhhh~ why is it always like that? I feel that im not fated to participate in competitions... =(
Out of 10 participants(ONLY 10), only 5 got in the finals, and yet i'm not one of those 5.. And those ppl that i felt did not play well got in...
it makes me feel that all the effort that i've put in for months are wasted
eekks
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