what a good start on the night before the trip.

Things almost went insane. I was super annoyed and nearly went crazy.

Always asking me so much questions, poke his nose into my everything(to me is everything although according to him is not), make his rules for me to obey, expect whatever i do to be his standard.

I have always try to control myself and tolerate, but sometimes it has a limit.

Cant he understand not everyone is as HIGH STANDARD as him? Cant he understand not everyone is as perfectionist as him?

Why must he make me so 难看 in front of my parents??!!!!!!!!?????? He has promised me not to say it in front of my parents, but what he said yesterday was obviously making me crazy. #@#^@

he ruined my mood. even till now.

Anyway, my flight is at 8pm. see u people after 10 days

YIPEEEEE !!! EXAMS OVER !!! :D

yesterday was my ps exam! I was still quite nervous although i told myself to chill haha but i guess it went well although i had a few slips for my pieces and made a few mistakes on my scales. It was just rena phua richard adams and Dr Lim, what's there to be nervous about!!! but still, i was nervous!



Now i need to pack stuffs for new zealand (which i totally haven prepare anything) and play for ballet exams tmr and thurs! argh!

my sis just left!!! My parents went to send her. I didnt go.

After sitting on the sofa pondering for SO LONG I finally decided to stay at home LOL cuz I'm afraid I wont be able to last until night time, especially work, because today's the last practice before their ballet exam. argh!!! come to think of it really gonna faint sia. 1045am to 6pm. ZZzzzZZZ. SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol.

The whole house is like so empty and indeed super quiet now. I really somehow felt a bit sense of 不舍得, thinking that we wont be seeing each other for like 3 weeks. haha. wow. Come to think of it, that's really quite long huh~~~~

GUESS WHAT AM I DOING NOW?

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Did u guess correctly?
no you didnt and you will never guess correctly! cuz im using sibelius! (writing out the score and arranging the song for 爱转角 by luo zhi xiang). and that's something which im doing for the FIRST time. Cos I wont ever use sibelius except for sch work and i didnt like luo zhi xiang before i watched the drama, not even to say his songs. I wrote the score for 问候歌 alr too. heh heh :D Addicted to that drama liao sia!!


A random pic in the drama! I like the blur face in luo zhi xiang's face and the pair of artistic shoes he's holding. HAHA.



Anyway, my sis is leaving tmr!!! I will be quite lonely this week. hahaha. Although a bit sian, but be patient until next sun! my turn!! MUHAHAHAHA. 7 MORE DAYS. Should i go with my parents to send her? If i go, i have to wake up at 4am -.- cos she has to reach airport at 6am. Somemore tmr i have church and work and PS at night. Zzz. It will be SUPER DUPER SHIONG.

Not forgetting i have PS exam the next day!!!!!!!

FINISHED WATCHING THE WHOLE DRAMA !!! YAY !!! FINALLY CAN STUDY



I think this is the nicest pic i can find !

罗志祥 好 帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅帅 ！！！


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okok enough of going crazy over this show!

Time to study la!

I got a shock today morning when i bumped into karissa when i was on my way to work, walking to the bus stop opposite BPMC today. haha. She's going to church with family and we took the same bus 176 :D so coincidental !!

well jus now.. my sis was doing luggage packing for her taiwan trip. It reminded me, she's leaving in a week's time. She's leaving at 6am next sun. a bad timing. wanted to send her off but then 6am...u know..er..well.. too bad. HAHAHA. 1.5 hour more to her bday! so here's wishing her an advanced happy birthday in case i might forgot later. D:

ahhhh! and i am going to die if i dont concentrate on studying! I'm hooked to the drama corner with love! Actually I seldom watch dramas one, dunno why i got hooked into it also. haha. OMG luo zhi xiang is so shuai >< At first i watched it on channel U and then after that episode started craving to watch more and more and more! hmm what can i say about the show.. very nice and touching and funny! (i think)

last night didnt sleep cuz hooked to the show which resulted me in falling asleep while working today. lol. geng ar...

>D

stop procrastinating !!!

oh dear. why am i still as slack as ever. an ultimate slacker. ROFL.

IS THERE ANYTHING WRONG WITH ME????? I REALLY WANNA KNOW !!! I dont want to die so early ):

I always have this stupid sharp pain(which comes randomly) at my left chest when i breathe, sometimes i really feel as if my heart's going to burst somehow. Left chest pain means heart pain right? means my heart got problem ah? =S


And then i had it VERY often since young, i think it's super scary. I still rmb there's one time it woke me up during my sleep and i cant sleep and breathe properly the whole night cuz the pain lasted for the whole night. And i've seen the doctor before he couldnt really tell me wat's the problem....

It came again last night for almost whole night(i think) but somehow i fell asleep and it's gone the next morning. phew.. I heard from many ppl they have it too, even my sis told me she and her friends had it, but theirs only last for a short while, unlike mine.

But luckily it's better than last time

anyone has the same problem as me too?

I SERIOUSLY hope it's just a minor problem/sickness!

BE-GONE with all the portfoliossss and SAS assignments!!!!!

yesterday was officially last day of school, which means exams are coming in around one week's time!!! WOOOOHOOOO~ 开香槟庆祝 ！！！

talking about exams, jieying you should seriously STOP slacking and start studying

Jieying do you want to fail again?! you've already failed like siao in JC. Thats ENOUGH.

lol i siao liao? talking and blogging to myself.

anyway,

It's 3 and 9 more days to my father's and sis's birthday

I'll be playing for ballet exams in 3 weeks, ahh a bit scared..haha

My sis's leaving for taiwan in 2 weeks and gone for 2 weeks, and i'll be all alone with my parents at home. lonely lonely. hahaha.

Then after 1 week she left, i'll be leaving for NZ !!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!

Though all might still seem quite far away, but by the time i knew it i'll be boarding the plane.. hahaha.

oh man Time really flies like nobody's business.