AS I EXPECTED AND PREDICTED :

I FAILED WITH FLYING COLOURS

again and again

I dunno what to say.

sigh.

I hate JC LIFE to the core!!! I really do. I wish i can just quit JC now.

yesterday was quite a "suay" day.

At first, i almost stepped on a caterpillar(almost flatten it by only like 1cm) and then later stepped on DEAD COCKROACH. eww =.= . My sis told me not to step on it but too late! My shoe already landed on it. It was so disgusting because all the juice came out. YUCKS. And my sis was like kept laughing and laughing madly at me. lol

And then, we went to 7-eleven and saw an offer which says mushroom soup which was $1.90 became $1, so we decided to give it a try cuz we never try before. But, the colour was light yellow but we expected it to be dark brown(we thought is the soup which they used 4 the mash potato) and the cup was so dirty and the soup looks yucky. eek! so we did a guilty thing and just left the "dirty" soup beside the machine and left. =.=. I know thats a bad thing to do. i still feel guilty abt it. lol.

And just we were sort of rushing home, some lady stopped and wanted us to do a BRA survey for her. -_-" ok thats suay. Isnt it better if she find older adults to do that survey? lol she was too desperate liao, because she said she was there for 3 hours and nobody wants to do her survey .

AND wednesday i am going to die. die terribly. i dont wish to see my results. i already know what kind of results im going to get.

HAIZ~~~~~~~

PRELIMS ARE OVER !!!!!!!!!!!
( which also means that A LEVEL is coming in 40 days time)

ahh. ahh. AHHHHH !!! stress stress stress


GREAT. I guess im going to fail everything again. =(

TODAY I HAD STOMACH PAIN. DURING MATHS PAPER 2. T_T

I never went to the toilet during exams in my whole life lah, cuz waste time, but today i really couldnt take it. Actually i was still deciding whether to go or not, cuz i thought i can still bear with the pain, but in the end really very pain lah so must go lol, if not cant do the paper. thankfully i felt much better after that..

luckily still managed to finish the paper ~ but i think i will still fail lol

* hoping for miracle to happen* lalalala...

lol... now is 2.30am and i am still in front of the com, NOT studying, despite that tomorrow im having exams ?! despite that i have to wake up at 6 tomorrow?! LOL what else can i say except hopeless.. 无药可救。。。 haiz..



HOPELESS !!!!!!

my parents... my parents.. my parents... sigh!!!!!!!!!! so irritating

MOTHER : LIEWJIEYING !!!! 你开电脑做什么?!!?!!!? 跟我去抹地， 换你的床单，收拾你的桌子， 洗你的鞋子，还有扫地!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FATHER : 为什么你还没有练琴 !!!!!!!!!!!! 现在几点了!!!!! 读什么书, 书什么时候都可以读!!!!!! 现在跟我去练你的琴!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ME : ZZZZZZZZZ A lvl 还练什么琴 if don have A lvl you tell me to practise 6 hours a day i also dont mind la but now is A LVLS YOU KNOW

whenever they at home, they nag non stop. Why are parents always like that? they only know how to nag without any reason, only know how to say study study study !!!!!!! practise piano !!!!!!! wth...do THEY know WHAT difficulties i face now. MONDAY is prelims and im already feeling so #$&#%&# and they only 火上加热.


Do they even know how i feel now? stressed by stupid A lvl feel like dying!!!!!