some updates

this is the kind of state of my piano is at now -.-
The low B key is stuck and wont come up and the high f key's wood came off. zzzz. Oh well. It has been like that quite long liao, nobody fix it

12 June

Went with my mum and sis on a 1 day malaysia trip with my mum's church people to kota tinggi and desaru. Went to the Ostrich farm, fruit farm and watch fireflies.

17-19 June
Went with my church to port dickson.

19 June
I was required to attend the Yamaha Scholarship Ceremony. I saw rabbit Liti there and another girl from La salle. Got our cheque! yay! but... the sad thing is... to be continued to the next paragraph



I received good news from NAFA saying that they are offering me another scholarship which is worth more than the yamaha, however, I cant have any other external scholarships if I take the nafa one... So have to return the yamaha cheque. :(
Both the scholarships add up still not enough to pay school fees loh, yet still don let me keep the yamaha.. :(

But still, thank the Lord for his blessings on me. :)

I cut my hair yesterday at QB housefor the first time! not bad leh... I like my new hair and they give out free combs. lol.

I went out with my family to Takashimaya yesterday, bought a bag and 2 cooking pans.
This is like the first time in history that our whole family went out together after so long, like 1000 years? lol.
Father suggested that we go to Bugis hawker centre to eat, so we went. and since it was so near my school, I went school after eating. hahaha.

:(

I had another call today, asking me down for interview, this time from NAFA. Ahh. This thursday. Feeling a little scared again. God give me strength and wisdom.



Sigh. I'm already trying my best to spilt my time over many things and people.

Why do you say this kind of things? So do u think so bad of your own daughter ??? You think i'm so heartless?????? So you think I'm the BIG QUEEN in the house? I'm 21 years old and I'm still like a kid? I don help any housework means i'm a kid? But cant you see that I'm trying to help out. I'm washing my own clothes. And when you're not around, I tried to sweep the floor and clean up a bit. U just didnt see. I too felt bad that when I come home, there's so much dinner left cos I ate outside, but I tried my best to tell you that I wont be eating at home. I got sms you to tell you. I'm really trying.

How could you say such things like "I don hope that you all will take care of me when I'm old, if you take care then ok, if dont want to take care I also don hope for anything , only hope how long i'll live more"


it hurts..............

why is it so hard to communicate properly with parents sometimes? I already tried so hard to be patient

happy :D

I'm happy! I survived the interview today!!! and I saw Mr Eric Watson! haha

Just checked my results today.
Thank God for both OUR results!!! WE really got a shock but... YAY!!!!
I mean I really seriously got a SHOCK of my life, it's like better than my yr 1 sem 1 result loh.
Dont know how I did it sia. LOL! dots!
We went to benten for a good dinner! ate main course + challenger ice cream, yay!
I'm still feeling so full now >.<



cross necklace with a ring :)