I HATE CHINESE I HATE CHINESE I HATE CHINESE I HATE CHINESE I HATE CHINESE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*@^%#&^$)(^*%#%#

WAD THE %#*#%$*@#%. spent the WHOLE noon JUST to photocopy my ENTIRE chinese file full of worksheets for my new chinese tuition teacher. stupid la. im so pissed off photocopying CHINESE.. i see all the worksheets piling like mount everest i fainting liao.

LOVE CHINESE LIT ??!!! HAHA WAD A JOKE.

seriously, without any motivation and if i continue to go on like this, i already know that im not going to make it for Mid- Years. sigh.
i really don have the motivation.

SO WEIRD. Today, just today only, got sore throat and start coughing, and nose start running ALL OF A SUDDEN .
LOOKS LIKE FATE REALLY DONT WANT ME TO STUDY................

GREAT.

ONE week of "holidays" GONE, and what have i done? NOTHING much. sigh... everyone is studying like mad now but look at me... sigh. I'm still not motivated.

Today we had chem lesson. I woke up late and know that im going to be late, but was surprised to see Micheal when boarding bus 961. ahahaha. LATE WITH ME ! YAY
Apparently after we alighted the bus at the "wu lu" bus-stop and rushing our way, a train came JUST IN TIME to block our path. then we were like *%#&#$^# cursing and swearing lol. a girl from 06S22 Florence i guess, she ran pass the railway just before train came. OH MY SO DANGEROUS. what if her feet got stuck or something ?? we never know when such things will happen rite? i think it's better to be safe than sorry, so we waited for the train. yeah.

After chem, Kaiyih and me ACTUALLY intended to go study at woodlands library. In the end, after studying a while, we were hungry and went to CWP to eat, and after that we decided to watch SPIDERMAN 3. LOL.

so ya, we watched spiderman and didnt study after that!! cuz it was quite late already. the movie lasted for around 2hr 20mins? longest movie for me ever. I think the movie's not bad :D

SEE... DISTRACTION !!!! we ended up doing something else rather than studying.

what is this? It's the brochure of ANDERSON JUNIOR COLLEGE CO concert !!

Grace, wei hern, esther, han wei, juliana and others went too, to support ex-4/5 peeps in AJCO!!
(Ting hui , Ian, Shi en, Asha and cheng ken).

Was quite surprised to see Hui li (classmate). ahaha.

Saw Andrea(PAE friend) in AJCO, was a bit surprised too. haha. i know she went AJC, but didnt noe she joined CO.



CONCERT WAS NICE !!!!!!!!! of cuz they deserve a GOLD medal.

long time no see, so must take photos.. wahaha




4/5 ROCKS FOREVER !!!!!


TADA... Ting hui the yang qin pro


some of the 4/5 ppl plus some ppl i dunno

sigh... reminds me of the good old days in CHR chinese orchestra :(

I MISS CO !!!!!!!!!!! AND I MISS BAND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yundi Li plays Chopin Scherzo No. 2 Op. 31

OMG !!!! Li Yundi plays my exam piece by chopin !! SO NICE !!!!

LIFE SUCKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Guess the easiest way for me to forget all those unpleasant things is when playing maple and audition and STUDY STUDY STUDY & forget everything !!!!! Yay


MAPLE !!!! AUDITION !!!! STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!

today after church my sis and i went to causeway point, and we saw this fake shit with some fake maggots on it. It looks soft and squishy, just like real dog shit !





and guess what ? we bought it !! LOL. Maybe some ppl think it's disgusting but i think it's so cool lah..
Then when we were paying, the cashier was like laughing to herself, was like wondering why we bought those stuff.

Today we were real lucky! we went to play gachapon and we got what we wanted (mini flashlights) 5 times in a row !! we spent ONLY one dollar on them.. WOOOOO



anyway since karissa cant post this pic on her blog, i shall post it cuz i like this pic(:



Kaiyih, Karissa and me with BIG SMILES after PE on fri, which marks the END OF NAPFA.
CHEERS FOR BIDDING FAREWELL TO THE TRACK FOREVER !!! NO MORE RUNNING !!!!!!WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO

21 days to piano exam
&
31 days to Mid Year Exams!!!

WORK HARD !!!!

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!! I'M SO HAPPY

IT'S HOLIDAYS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *GRINS* (:


my chinese class this week's class magazine was done by our group. The topic is about 《重来》. haha. my father praised my chinese essay !! yay!! i feel so honoured !! so i shall post it. HAHAHA.


重来

这个世界是无情的，时间一直在不停地走，根本等不了任何人。一旦青春过去了就是过去了。我们一旦做了什么事，就是过去了，怎么样都挽回不了。假如生命可以重来，可以回头的话，很多事可能就不会像今天这样。假如可以重来的话，我最想改变的会是什么？

我最想改变得是我的读书态度。自从’O’水准会考以后，我对读书的态度越来越差。我读高一的时候似乎好像还在放假。由于 ‘O’水准过后我们有个漫长的假期，所以即使开学了，我的心情还仍然停留在假期时候。那时候我整天只顾玩电脑游戏，学校的功课根本都没有去管它。每天回到家里第一件事就是开电脑玩电脑游戏。因此，年中考试成绩很差，全部科目都不及格，而且连校长也见过了。校长警告过我如果我还是没有改掉这么恶劣的态度的话，我很可能会留班或不能继续留初院。虽然我考上了高二，我的成绩不算好，所以初二的功课更难应付。

如果能够回到高一重读的话，我会改进我的学习态度，不要再沉迷电脑游戏，努力读书！由于那时候我没有想到后果，所以才会得过且过地过日子。如果我高一的时候在功课上真的下功夫， 我相信我现在高二就不会这么辛苦。

如果真的可以重来的话，我会花多一点时间而且更加珍惜我和我阿姨相处的时间。她现在已经不在人世，就算要和她多沟通促进关系都没有这个机会了。我觉得这是让我感到很遗憾的一件事。我还记得，几年前，她告诉我们她的检查报告结果：她得了胃癌。由于她过去暴饮暴食，用餐时间不定，才会患上癌症。她动过一次手术，从那天起，她变得越来越瘦，瘦到好像一支铅笔。

记得农历新年的时候，我们一家人和其他的亲戚朋友都到她的家过夜。那天晚上我们就快睡觉的时候，她叫了我过来。接着她拿出两个红包，对我说：“这是给你和你的妹妹的，祝你们两姐妹新年快乐。” 我拒绝了她，但她还是坚持，所以我就接受了她的红包。第二天早上，她就这样离开人世了。我心里觉得很不好受，因为前一天我还接受了她的红包。她的身体这么弱, 赚钱对她来说是很难, 我还这么得意地接受她的红包? 真是很不应该。

事实上，我们做什么都不可能重来的，因此我们后悔也没有用。最重要的是，我们应该珍惜我们自己，珍惜我们身边的，不要等到来不及才后悔，因为已经太迟了。


very long hor? i also dunno how i shit out so much... LOL .

only now then i realised i can change the font colour by pressing "compose". =.=

and oh ya..

happy birthday ERNAH !!

I MISS BAND ):

I feel weird, bcuz we no longer need to rush to the band room after our lessons anymore. sighhh.

THIS IS SO SAD T.T


i miss seeing n talking to you... if only that jeff doesnt exists in my life then maybe all these wouldnt have happen.. maybe only now then i understand how u feel in the past. u are so right... it ALWAYS happens. life really sucks now


my ltcl piano exam is on 8 JUNE. it's coming soon. im so dead,i havent completed the programme notes and had enough practise.



YAY !! i got a GOLD for NAPFA again.

my results :

Sit ups - A (33)
pull ups- A (18)
2.4km run- should be A if im not wrong (13.25s muhahaha)
shuttle run- A (11.1s)
sit and reach-B (46)
standing broad jump- C (175)


waiting for my nice GOLD NAPFA BADGE muhahaha (X

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这个世界到底是怎么搞的　？？？？？作弄我是不是？很好玩啊？为什么有些人本来明明对你好好的，可是不知道为什么突然之间什么都没说就开始对你冷冷淡淡，对你不理不睬 ，翻脸不认人，变得好像比陌生人还陌生？？？？？










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13 MAY, 2007

went with pky to VCH to watch a concert called "musical extravaganza".

International Festival Chorus
Metro Philharmonic Youth Choir
SP Symphonic Band

performed...



i think the pianists which played for the choirs were GOOD, and they both were girls. GIRLS!! i mean LADIES!! hahaha.

nothing much, went home straight away after the concert cuz i need to study for chinese test the next day.

PJCSB !! outside Singapore Conference Hall with Ms Chan (on the left) our conductress

YAY IT'S OVER !!!

WE GOT A SILVER XD

i know we did our best. Ms Chan said we played well.

im a bit dissapointed because most of the jc bands got gold. NO bands actually got bronze and COP.

Ms Chan said none of the bands in history got a GOLD if they are the first to perform. Maybe if we were not BAND NUMBER 1, we could have a chance of getting GOLD. :(

yesterday we stayed overnight in school because we got to wake up early to prepare and warm up. haha. slept in MPR3. lights off at 10pm. we did not have a good sleep though.




just before we went to bed

hahaha

woke up at 4am today, wash up, ate breakfast.

it was raining quite heavily in the morning.

we were practising halfway in the bandroom when suddenly there was a a flash of lightning.

POOF !!

*LIGHTS SUDDENLY WENT OFF *

LOL !! HOW LUCKY WE ARE !!! Such good timing to have a blackout at this time!! No choice, so we practised in the dark. Ms Chan then said we were so "lucky", sure get GOLD WITH DIAMOND. LOL.


we had a small celebration after our performance in the band room. Had pizzas!! yum yum!! Haha.GOOD JOB EVERYONE! (: Many of us took pictures cuz we may not have the chance to do so anymore. awww.


hungry hungry hungry


PJCSB percussionists


our performance attire


kaiyih(trumpeter) and me!



me and pauline, my friendly SL :D

I really find joy during band practices. AWWW... TODAY IS THE LAST DAY IN PJCSB.NO MORE BAND PRACTICES... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

This is the third day of the consecutive third week which i didnt go to school.

*cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough cough*

i feel terrible.. i feel like dying... feel like i have no energy to do anything.
i force myself to go school today but i went back home bcuz i feel it's better to rest at home?

i cannot fall sick on MAY 11 !!

i bet my chinese teacher would think that im trying to run away from school and skip her lesson again cuz i didnt go for her 2 lessons for past 2 weeks and she already had a bad impression of me...

i hope she doesnt scold me ):

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RING RING !! my handphone rang... it's uncle jeff calling. i didnt want to answer.


RING RING RING !!! my house phone rang. it MUST BE uncle jeff again. i knew it. my mother picked up. Then, she grins and look at me, ask me to answer the phone. she ALWAYS do that. she always grins at me when uncle jeff want to look for me. zzz.

uncle jeff : JIEYING, WHY ARE YOUR BIBLE READINGS SO LATE?

me : actually i dont intend to send you

uncle jeff : NO, JIEYING. U SHOULD SEND ME THE READINGS.

me : but send u 4 times everyday is really too much!

uncle jeff : NO, JIEYING. U SHOULD LISTEN TO ME. SEND ME 4 TIMES A DAY.

me : YOU think i who ? must listen to you ah! i got many other things to do also

Uncle jeff : NO JIEYING. IM LIKE YOUR SPIRITUAL FATHER. U SHOULD LISTEN TO ME.I WILL PUSH YOU, ALTHOUGH U MAY HATE ME FOR THIS, BUT I WILL CONTINUE TO PUSH YOU. THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS THAT I WANT YOUR READINGS TO BE ON TIME.
SEND ME THE NIGHT READING AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. I SLEEPING SOON.

me : @$^(*@^(#@#)@!%(&#!%




=.="

i hate jc life

i hate jc life

i hate jc life

i hate jc life

i hate jc life

i hate jc life

i hate jc life !!!

sometimes i really feel like giving up jc education

i dont feel like going to school everyday. feel so tired. When i go school i will feel super stressed ! teachers pile us with loads of work and i always catch no ball during lectures and tutorials! going crazy! feel super irritated with myself. why can other ppl catch up with their work why cant i?

even i wanna complete my work i feel too tired.

i only enjoyed band practices.


waiting for band prac today...



my section members were falling asleep in the bandroom... haha... see!! we all are TOO tired


TADA... welcome to the percussion section! hahahaah ((:


*cough cough cough cough cough* im coughing !! oh well.. pray that i wont fall sick on MAY 11.

My internet was down yesterday :( actually got quite of things to blog about but i forgot.. stupid singnet !!!

singnet is damn lousy!! my internet always have lots of problems. sometimes working sometimes not working. siao one.

4 MAY, 2007

We had 2.4km run today. All the girls in our class got either an A or B. Mr Yaw was grinning with joy bcuz he said he can end his PE lesson early. LOL.

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY !!! MY PIANO EXAM WAS NOT WITHDRAWN !! LOL. MY PIANO TEACHER HELPED ME CALL TO CHECK. They said that they cannot withdraw the exam anyhow unless the candidate herself said she want to withdraw.

HAHA! THATS SO STUPID OF ME. JEFF TOLD ME HE WITHDREW MY EXAM AND I JUST BLINDLY BELIEVED HIM !!

YAY !!~


5 MAY, 2007

We went for JC band exchange today at Meridian JC. there were other JCs too including CJC, YJC, CJC, AJC and of cuz MJC themselves. haha.

OMG CJC IS DAMN GOOD LAH !! OMG the guy who played the marimba was so pro!! ( which i noticed more cuz i was playing that ahahaha). The speed they played the set piece "Safari" was like twice of the speed we are playing?! somemore they played much much better than us.

Ms Chan told us that our playing today was horrible terrible vegetable.. although we were a bit sad.. but lets continuce to work for SYF !!!

6 more days to SYF !! woohoo~

SO STRESSED !! i feel as if my head is going to burst now !!!!!!!

I couldnt follow the lesson in class and i didnt manage to pass up all my work and i failed almost all my tests !! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh !!!

i suddenly feel like i cant go on like this and i just suddenly BROKE DOWN and cried yesterday in class. SO MALU but vey fast im alright already, and i feel much better after that. ahhah

stressed la! today i cried AGAIN, but only for a while. cannot control lah. i very scared of mdm chan lah. cuz monday i didnt go sch she want MC from me.I didnt see the doctor !! ahh! actually i wanted but didnt managed to =( last monday i didnt go also. she must be thinking why i mondays skip her lesson. i want to explain that i sick but just couldnt explain!! she sounded quite angry and i think i make her irritated and she just walk away while i was talking halfway. feel very sad. then suddenly i started crying. =.=. i think she don like me lah, i very scared of her. i dunno why the minute i talk to her i will stumble.

YAY, NO GP REMEDIAL TODAY !!! FINALLY can go home EARLY, which is like 6 pm? cuz nowaways i always reach home at around 8 cuz of band.

AND today had chem test... i heard from ernah that her class only 2 ppl pass !!! OH MY @_@