I think i'm rather quiet sometimes, but it is not the inner real me.
When I keep quiet it's because
I find myself not being able to comfortably say/express whatever I want
I find myself not being able to be totally myself
I'm afraid that I will say the wrong thing
as a result I'll rather prefer NOT to say anything.
I dunno why is this so, I dunno whether the problem lies with me or what,
but I just find myself not being able to do so


aiya, it just sucks not being totally your REAL SELF.
ahhh. but that's really how i feel. :(
sometimes I feel that i'm not being to let out the real me most of the time :(
I wish I can let more of the real me out.