This relationship is going no where.

are u playing with my feelings? or wad? i dunno. i really dunno. I have this feeling cuz u doesnt seem to bother abt me. It seems like u only bother when u feel like it, while other times we r no different from strangers. Good friends... they encourage,share problems, joke and laugh with each other,but why aren't we like that? aren't we suppose to be like that? aren't we suppose to feel happy? i feel alright in the past, but now, why sometimes i feel the opposite? i feel as if we have nothing to talk to each other although i tried to?? I feel as if im the only one trying to encourage u perhaps i think when u need it. wad abt me? Is "dunno la" an encouragement when im upset or does it show that u dont seem to bother? i really dunno.


seriously stop saying "dunno la". i hate that phrase.That phrase doesnt mean anything AT ALL.


It's as though im always the only one who is trying to save this relationship, and the person doesnt do anything abt it. Now although it seems that this relationship is saved, but the situation doesn't seem to be better.

i still feel that if i forever nv msg u, u will nv msg me. If i forever nv contact u anymore, will u contact me? or even wonder y? i doubt so... It's not that i mind tt im always the one msging u, but dont u have anything else more to say meh? other than always zzz or dots.

seriously i regret meeting up with u after your test that day. Is it after u had wad u wanted and thats it? i dunno, i felt that way cuz after that day we seem like we r strangers again. I tried and hope to make things better by msging u, however i don think it's going to be of much use, so perhaps i should stop.

I don feel like saving this relationship anymore, cuz i feel there isn't any point to save it. That person dont seem to care or bother even if i dont. Even i didnt contact the person, i don think the person even cares. perhaps that person thinks it's insignificant? or maybe we just cant get along? or maybe the person doesn't even feel that this relationship is drifting apart? i dont know but i do feel it.

perhaps even after reading this, u'll just ZZZ at me and don intend to do anything abt it. If that's the case,then i really don see any point in continuing this relationship.

BUT if that's not the case, then at least prove me wrong by showing that u are trying to make things better. perhaps even just a msg will make me feel better.



why would i bother to blog abt it at this time? if u weren't significant do u think i'll bother???