=S

The piano catergory list for concerto comp just came out, and I'm the last one! Out of 12 people.
Out of 12, 4 playing mozart(if im not wrong), 3 playing beethoven, 1 playing Grieg, 2 playing Saint Saens(including me) and 1 mendelssohn and 1 Shostakovich


omg, I'm already like so nervous now! and the symptoms seem quite jia lad just now.
Whole body felt jelly, then felt like I'm burning hot... And had headache and felt nauseous. -.-
Oh man. I wonder what will happen to me on tues! whole body shake all the way. LOL.
I hope my teacher can help calm me down that day as he's my accompanist. A sense of security. lol.
Well, actually to be honest, I dunno if I'll be even more nervous when my teacher is there..AH! Maybe like more stress to play well if not waste his effort.
Ah. I think my before-performance fright is quite bad sometimes :(
Aiyo scary lah :(




Dear Lord, please give me your strength to play well for you.
In Jesus' name, Amen.