I had a happy dream last night
For a moment i thought it was real,
and was disappointed when i realised it was just a dream when i woke up.
because it's not like it gonna happen in reality

hi people!
seems like I've disappeared for sometime! haha!
since the batam trip! (13th june to 15th june)
oh well..
we more or less enjoyed the trip!
It's sort of like a bonding for my family! (It has REALLY REALLY been a long time since we went out together)


*will post some pictures when im not that lazy!


So what have I been doing?
Went to 3 concerts on 3 consecutive nights! 19th, 20th, 21th june!
Raffles Music College, SYW(Singapore Youth Winds), SWO(Sembawang Wind Orchestra)

Also Caught up with some friends whom i havent met for AGES! And still wanting to catch up with more people!
Karissa, Kai Yih, Hweepeng when can u all meet up?! wahaha..


Went out with Jimin, Yuqing, Yiangshan yesterday! <3
and celebrated my gan ma's birthday too! :D


To Jimin: THANKS for the shoutout! (((: love u too!!! I'm so touched!!! heh. Yea! Let's go out together again! Although I said i wanted to change my image but i think i will give up in the end! haha cuz i think there's too much to change and i would just give up! LOL! I'm used to everyone saying that i'm skinny and there's nothing i can do abt it even how much i tried to eat! LOL! It's the hormones! sad! And must enjoy yourself in Germany k!!! *jealous*

And to the rest(Yuqing, yiangshan) : love u all too!!! :]

and I hope I didnt bore all of u to death...

My fringe now is.... OMG!
I dont want people to see me with my fringe now... lol! )):
I asked my father... to help cut my fringe today cuz i felt it was too long, he did okay the previous time i asked him to cut, but this time.....
He was cutting halfway and he didnt realise he was using the wrong scrissors!!!!!!
He still laughed somemore!!!!
well at least i got some help from the barber downstairs
so it is not so bad
but still omg jibaboom!!!!



Rabbit is flying off tonight.
Wasn't able to send her off at airport cos my dad doesnt allow
I think she's on the plane now liao. hahahaha.
well at least we had dinner at Plaza Sing's Ajisen Ramen before she left, sent her off at her place before she left for the airport =)

And this is the first time i ate ajisen ramen.
Not bad but quite ex sia. lol.
I would rather eat sakae buffet for that price. haha.

And my sis is having high fever. oh dear.
I should better take gd care of my own health!!!
Not gd to fall sick at this time!!!

I'm dying. The weather is SOO unbearable. I'm sweating every minute every sec. 100ml of sweat/min. -_- does this shows that global warming is getting worse? (duh, obviously). I agree with an article in the newspaper, that planting mroe shady trees is the best solution, rather than leaving the air-con for longer periods or adjusting to a lower temperature which worsens global warming.



I finally washed my own clothes today. in fact the first time. lol. unbelievable? I hv been nagged to wash them duno since when... maybe im really too spoiled. -.- or maybe not, i just like to take my own sweet time cuz i hate doing house chores!!! lol



My holidays are still as boring. lol. Have been staying at home for this week, playing MAPLE. -.-. (omg can u believe im mapling again? it shows how bored i am) and facebooking(so basically u see me online most of the time-.-), other than practising.
Dunno why i have no urge to practise much also. I feel aimless.
Maybe it's cos i still dont know which pieces i should learn/prepare, whether it's for fun, or preparing for next semester or for EOY competition.
And this sem's results was not very pleasing i should say,
I got a D for Design and Media Spore Arts Scene!!!! I totally cannot believe it!!!!!
ok at least my overall average GPA is still ok, at least i'm still eligible for scholarship. phew.
but the D still spoils my mood!!!!



oh. and. It has been a long long long long long time since my whole family went overseas together.
Just in case u all dont know, I'm going to Batam this sat with BPMC(church retreat) with my family. will be back on 15th. haha no big deal. 2 days only.
Somemore it's only a 45mins ship ride which equals to my travel time to sch everyday. -_-"
And i'll be playing piano in some of the worship sessions there.
Hopefully it'll be fun



aimless me... I want motivation but no motivation ):



church practice later.. bye!

Quite a disappointment for me!!!! sob...


My examiner's report

Haydn sonata in Eflat Hob 52 1st movt- There is good strength in the playing. Pedalling is not always wisely employed- scalic passages never sound effective when pedalled, and there were a few 'quick' pedals which were not noticed, resulting in the blurring of harmony. Nonetheless the overall effect is positive

Chopin nocturne in Fsharp, Op15 no 2 - The general mood was there, although a sense of magic cand fantasy was only sometimes conveyed.

Khatchaturian Toccata - This is clearly something you love playing. You have plenty of strength and play it at good tempo. The middle section did contain 3 or 4 misreadings (accidentals). Overall, committed, with good concentration.


My pedalling for haydn and the mood for chopin!! pulled me down... i guess... ):


Made a dvd of my recordings for my godfather's birthday yesterday. Some credits to my friends for helping. Thank God he was quite happy with the present(as the playing and recording was not perfect). He kept watching it non-stop LOL. It's the thought that counts..


oh and i read in the newspaper saying that Auckland in New Zealand is said to be the number 1 safest country. haha. Singapore is the 23rd safest, Malaysia is the 26th. And.. some countries i could remember is the USA is 80 plus, and Iraq 145! lol.... I know it's random but now at least we roughly know which countries are safer to go for holiday! LOL!

I'm quite disappointed with my ps result.... ):






I guess everybody need friends as a big part of their lives, especially really good friends
Although not totally, but I think i have lost some of it...

I have like.... all the way till end of JULY ?!?!?!


OH MY GOODNESS!!!! HAHAHAHAHA... How am i going to tahan until then if i have no plans on wat to do during my holidays, i feel so empty man... just like wat i'm feeling now. And i still remember during school times when I was desperately hoping holidays to come and now, i'm COMPLAINING!

LOL BUT REALLY LAH.

Like. If I never go out, besides practising, I have nothing better to do except switch on the computer and sit and glue myself in front of it everyday. And plus my parents definitely wont be pleased if they see me like this. BUT i'm sure most of us teenagers(oops am i still a teenager?) are also like this right? so i'm not abnormal or wat... haha!

I feel like learning driving! (but don think it'll happen lol! or perhaps yes no idea hahahah)
I feel like eating nice food!
Maybe I should go back to do my part-time work which i havent hahahaha
I feel like going out everyday!!! (but lazy and cant possibly everyday)

ok random.

But really, it's so meaningless having holidays like that. no aim. no goal.
how how how jieying?


and why must you like poke your nose into almost everything that I do? I'm not a baby! And you threaten to confiscate my things. HELLO THOSE THINGS ARE NOT YOURS?! And i don think you have the right to confiscate them and it's not like i did something wrong. 好像当你心情好，什么都没问题，但是当你心情不好，好像我做什么你都看不顺眼。