Random thoughts

Say good bye to my dear petrof piano :(

I wanna buy Q3 HD video recorder!
I wanna change phone!
I need to practise organ, my part for westwinds, accompaniment part, and memorise my recital pieces!


Abt 4 more weeks to mock exam!!

4/5 dinner gathering

Had a 4/5 gathering dinner @ Astons Sembawang Shopping Centre on 29 Oct. :)

This place is more like a place for the purpose of venting out my emotions. Haha.
Don't get offended if i keep typing bad things here.
Don't know when the motivation for real blogging will come again. :x

Stressful school life until mid nov before we can have a break! ):

Something is just wrong. WRONGGGGGGGGGGGGGG WRONGG WRONGGG
I really don't know how long i can go on like this..

F______ UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


TOTALLY FREAKINGLY NOT MY DAY

I'M PISSED TILL THE MAX



FINALLY I CAN SLEEP at 12.27AM. KNS. SO SHAGGED ALREADY. WANTED TO SLEEP EARLY. ORIGINALLY CAN SLEEP AT 11 become 12.47am. STUPID F___ ing ESSAY AND STUPID PRINTER. AWESOME...

some updates

this is the kind of state of my piano is at now -.-
The low B key is stuck and wont come up and the high f key's wood came off. zzzz. Oh well. It has been like that quite long liao, nobody fix it

12 June

Went with my mum and sis on a 1 day malaysia trip with my mum's church people to kota tinggi and desaru. Went to the Ostrich farm, fruit farm and watch fireflies.

17-19 June
Went with my church to port dickson.

19 June
I was required to attend the Yamaha Scholarship Ceremony. I saw rabbit Liti there and another girl from La salle. Got our cheque! yay! but... the sad thing is... to be continued to the next paragraph



I received good news from NAFA saying that they are offering me another scholarship which is worth more than the yamaha, however, I cant have any other external scholarships if I take the nafa one... So have to return the yamaha cheque. :(
Both the scholarships add up still not enough to pay school fees loh, yet still don let me keep the yamaha.. :(

But still, thank the Lord for his blessings on me. :)

I cut my hair yesterday at QB housefor the first time! not bad leh... I like my new hair and they give out free combs. lol.

I went out with my family to Takashimaya yesterday, bought a bag and 2 cooking pans.
This is like the first time in history that our whole family went out together after so long, like 1000 years? lol.
Father suggested that we go to Bugis hawker centre to eat, so we went. and since it was so near my school, I went school after eating. hahaha.

:(

I had another call today, asking me down for interview, this time from NAFA. Ahh. This thursday. Feeling a little scared again. God give me strength and wisdom.



Sigh. I'm already trying my best to spilt my time over many things and people.

Why do you say this kind of things? So do u think so bad of your own daughter ??? You think i'm so heartless?????? So you think I'm the BIG QUEEN in the house? I'm 21 years old and I'm still like a kid? I don help any housework means i'm a kid? But cant you see that I'm trying to help out. I'm washing my own clothes. And when you're not around, I tried to sweep the floor and clean up a bit. U just didnt see. I too felt bad that when I come home, there's so much dinner left cos I ate outside, but I tried my best to tell you that I wont be eating at home. I got sms you to tell you. I'm really trying.

How could you say such things like "I don hope that you all will take care of me when I'm old, if you take care then ok, if dont want to take care I also don hope for anything , only hope how long i'll live more"


it hurts..............

why is it so hard to communicate properly with parents sometimes? I already tried so hard to be patient

happy :D

I'm happy! I survived the interview today!!! and I saw Mr Eric Watson! haha

Just checked my results today.
Thank God for both OUR results!!! WE really got a shock but... YAY!!!!
I mean I really seriously got a SHOCK of my life, it's like better than my yr 1 sem 1 result loh.
Dont know how I did it sia. LOL! dots!
We went to benten for a good dinner! ate main course + challenger ice cream, yay!
I'm still feeling so full now >.<



cross necklace with a ring :)

sibei sian, sibei 烦

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

money money money

exams over!

so it's about 1 week after exams.
1 week of holidays passed!! omg that's fast

And it's time to prepare for next sem's stuffs!!!! wohoo!

NAC just called me today.. Got shortlisted for interview on 3rd june. That is like next week. Ok, although I'm happy but I also think it's scary. I just think interviews are scary.lol. It's like every word u say must be very careful, say wrong that's it. lol. And I heard there's 8 people who will looking at me. oh man.

Thank God again

6 April Faure Requiem Concert

LOLOL

Thanks Norman and Xiu Hui, Teck Yi, Terence for coming!
YAY no more choir practises! at least from now until exams!


I really wanna thank GOD!!!! Thank you for your goodness to me Lord!!!
Thank you for giving me Yamaha Scholarship!!!!!! Although it's not a very big sum cos it's shared among 3 ppl, but I still cant believe it that I got it. Happy happy!
I long ago thought that I no chance le.
I know Lord it's you who blessed me. Praise You Lord.


Watched the movie "How to train your Dragon" yesterday.
Great Show! Not bad bah. It's a bit similar to Avatar. lol. I think.

THANK GOD FOR LISTENING TO MY PRAYER! HE KEPT ME SAFE! GOD IS GOOD!

Updates

I havent been blogging since the concerto competition. haha. Decided to update a bit.

Actually I'm not feeling very good since ytd. Sigh.
I think too much, and cant help thinking too much.
Cant help thinking about the worst case and the consequences.
I just hope that after doing the test everything will turn out okay. *prays*
And also, I've been having frequent headaches which makes me a little worried about what's wrong.
I think i'll only feel better after I go to the clinic. Hope I can do it asap.


So anyway, after the concerto competition was the preparation for our programme notes and History Seminar on 15 Mar.
It was horrible because our question is at the first week and we only had 1 week to do everything.
NOT ENOUGH TIME!!
We didnt sleep for the whole night and still cannot finish loh. However, thank God that me and yuqing managed to survived lah. lol.


Watch Nodame Movie on 4th March. Super funny. They make Nodame until like damn retarded lah. -.- lol. still got the last movie which havent come out.

Gonna catch the last episode when it comes out! :D

23 March 10

Performed 8 hands with Samuel, Wei Yang and Kseniia at Nafa Piano Masterpieces Concert.
Our playing went well! But what surprised me was that the audience seats were so empty!
It's like on stage, with one glance I can easily spot everyone at the audience seat. LOL
I still wanna thank all my friends who came. Thanks alot for your support!!! Very touched...
Thank u Wei Hern, Ting Hui, Han Wei, Esther, Ian, Eugene and Teck Yi.
WeiQiang and YuQing!!! THANK U VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH TOO!!!! =)

All the performers with Mr Benjamin Loh and Mrs Phua

level up!

Yay! I leveled up! I survived
My crazy days are finally over!!! 2 movements in 2 weeks, to learn the notes, memorise, practise accuracy and expression and play to actual speed. Both the movements are quite fast. Really super crazy.

Whee! I've completed a full concerto and performed it for the first time in my life!



Time to start on theory and history. omg havent start

走火入魔

I'm going crazy!! I'VE NEVER BEEN SO HARDWORKING IN MY LIFE,

PRACTISING SAINT SAENS....

Seriously, in my 20 years of life, I've never practised piano so damn hard before.
But I'm starting to love the concerto♥


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.............


It's still so unstable......... :(


1 day left!!!!!!!!!!!!!


BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO to myself

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full-time practise for the next 11 days -.-

=S

The piano catergory list for concerto comp just came out, and I'm the last one! Out of 12 people.
Out of 12, 4 playing mozart(if im not wrong), 3 playing beethoven, 1 playing Grieg, 2 playing Saint Saens(including me) and 1 mendelssohn and 1 Shostakovich


omg, I'm already like so nervous now! and the symptoms seem quite jia lad just now.
Whole body felt jelly, then felt like I'm burning hot... And had headache and felt nauseous. -.-
Oh man. I wonder what will happen to me on tues! whole body shake all the way. LOL.
I hope my teacher can help calm me down that day as he's my accompanist. A sense of security. lol.
Well, actually to be honest, I dunno if I'll be even more nervous when my teacher is there..AH! Maybe like more stress to play well if not waste his effort.
Ah. I think my before-performance fright is quite bad sometimes :(
Aiyo scary lah :(




Dear Lord, please give me your strength to play well for you.
In Jesus' name, Amen.

oh well..

I'm sick once again... down with flu and cough =(

This is only the 3rd week of school and I'm taking MC the 2nd time!!!
First week of school I've taken mc once already lah! (stomach pain)
Alamak, why keep falling sick sia!




13 more days to CONCERTO COMP!!!
OMGGGG O:
Havent submit the form though. ha.

composition platform 20.01.10 =)

Circus Scenes(For clarinet and Euphonium) instrumentalists in action!

MANY MANY thanks to Wei Qiang and Ralph for their wonderful performance playing my piece!! :)

This composition platform is slightly different from the normal one as it features some compositions from Dr Goh's last semester composition class, and I'm one of them. heh. I think I'm just lucky to be chosen! really

I'm pretty sad that Wei Qiang's piece had to be a miss this platform because min jin hurt her hand. Oh well, cant blame min jin also ah. Her hand is already bad enough. Hope she recovers soon! Just hope next time he'll have chance to show case his piece cos his piece is one of the best to me! :D

I'm like........... THE ONLY ONE WHO IS WEARING JEANS!!! OMG!!!